Cry into the Strength of Jesus

WEEPING MAY COME AT NIGHT BUT JOY COMES IN THE MORNING

Crying non-stop was something I used to do when I was young. I would cry for particular reasons then on top of that, I would cry because I did not like crying. Who likes crying? Not me! Sometimes, I thought that death was going to take me because I cried too much, but I was wrong. It got so bad that I would even cry when I would hear the sound of an ambulance. I did not know who was in the ambulance but there I was crying.

My Urgent Prayer

I felt like something was controlling me to cry like a baby. It was wasting time in my life. I had prefer to learn how to control my weeping. I set out to learn why I even had to cry. I started to pray desperately, non-stop to Jesus. I would pray this to Jesus, “Jesus, if I could only learn how not to cry too much and learn to control it, then I will be fine. Jesus, I need to be free from this, because I am missing my joy”.

Living in Michigan is as being in Out-in-Space

The one great reason I cried a lot was because we left Texas when I was in third grade. We left our beautiful home, beautiful friends, beautiful city, and we were far away from our perfect relatives. I did not like Michigan nor the people when I moved here. I never had anyone treat me cruel in Texas. I was not used to the cruel people I encountered in Michigan. To me the atmosphere in Michigan felt and it still feels like we are in outer space. I never been to outer space, but when you are little you invent stuff to comfort you. lol I am sorry Michigan people. In my teen years, when I was surrounded by rude people they would try to talk to me. I would tell them, sorry I cannot talk to you, I am not in your planet. You have to wait until I come into reality, that is back to earth so that you can talk to me. The good thing is that it wasn’t until I met Jesus that I learned to weep into his strength. What does that mean right?

Weeping into the Strength of Jesus

I fell in love with my Jesus at the Apostolic Church, in Lansing, Michigan. I decided to read the Bible to bring me comfort and strength. I did not like reading the Bible because it was too hard to understand, but I chose verses from there anyways to help me. When one cries, they feel alone. When I read the Bible while tears were dropping down onto the Bible, I did not feel alone. In my mind I left my pain by Jesus’ feet. I always expected him to comfort me just like a real father does or anybody that comforts a person. Knowing that Jesus would take care of me, made me excited. I was finally in control of my weeping. I learned to control my painful tears slowly throughout my life. It was more emotional because of my living arrangement, hormones, bad eating habits that reduced my nutrients. Lacking vitamins and minerals in the human body, etc. affects the heart, mind, and overall health. I did learn that life sometimes brings much more pain when a person lacks knowledge about life, and is ignorant of the devil attacks on our mind and body.

The Book of Job King James Version

Job seemed to have suffered much more than anyone in the Bible. When I was going through the book of Job, it seemed terrorizing and horrible. I would read about Job to continually help me. The Bible is inspired by the Spirit of Jesus. Since the Bible is alive and it is a spirit, I decided I would cry while reading the Bible. It is then that the power of Jesus regenerated me while I was weak. Then the weakness in me that left me in form of my tears would leave. It was always replaced with Jesus’ love, kindness, gentleness, peace, and his power. I call this cry into Jesus’ strength. This would sustain me for the day. I made this as part of my routine when I was weeping.

Psalms 30:5 King James Version
5.) For his anger endureth for a moment; in his favor is life. Weeping may come at night but joy comes in the morning.

An Evil Crying Spirit

Sometimes, if one is crying too much it may be an evil spirit. We as humans must obtain some kind of control over all of our negative emotions. If you cannot stop it or stop them, most likely it is an evil spirit/s. Do this to stop crying too much: Repent of any sins, pray against the negative emotions/feelings and have someone help you pray. (Stay away from negative people if you can). Ask for help from someone who does Christian spiritual deliverance that uses Jesus Name only. Read the Bible as much as possible. You will find rest when the evil spirits that like to rest in humans leave in Jesus name.

Matthew 12:43-45 King James Version
43.) When the unclean spirit is gone out of a man, he walketh through dry places, seeking rest, and findeth none.
44.) Then he saith, I will return into my house from whence I came out; and when he is come, he findeth it empty, swept, and garnished.
45.) Then goeth he, and taketh with himself seven other spirits more wicked than himself, and they enter in and dwell there: and the last state of that man is worse than the first. Even so shall it be also unto this wicked generation.

Weeping – God’s Saints

Jesus’ saints still cry, some may cry too much. Born-again Christians do not have to stay in tears, it can be managed through the Holy Spirit of God. When a person is really really close to Jesus, emotional pain can become obsolete. The human flesh is subjected to the power of Jesus because of who he is. Jesus is, The Prince of Peace. Through everything one goes through in this life Jesus’ saints must ask Jesus for his peace. The Holy Spirit is the power and comforter part of Jesus. The peace Christians receive from Jesus, in the sinner’s mind is impossible to comprehend it. They cannot understand even if they try because they are in sin. They are in the darkness and Jesus is the light of the World.

1 Corinthians 2:14 King James Version
14.) But the natural man receiveth not the things of the Spirit of God: for they are foolishness unto him: neither can he know them, because they are spiritually discerned.

Philippians 4:7 King James Version
7.) And the peace of God, which passeth all understanding, shall keep your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.

Pain is Difficult but not Hopeless in Jesus Name

If you are in emotional pain right now, this may sound difficult to do or may not make any sense. Let me agree with you, It is difficult to deal with pain, emotional and physical. We all feel pain and we must move forward daily to survive and depend on Jesus’ help.

Daily Speak in Prayer, Satan you do not Win Over me

1 John 4:4 King James Version
4.) Ye are (Speak I am) of God, (a child of God) little children, and have (I have) overcome them: because greater is he that is in (me) you, than he that is in the world.